Wow I think I’m gonna take a second and actually blog because I have something I wanna say without bothering anyone you know ugh anyways
I really hate a lot of things about myself. Like, I wish I was girlier, I wish my hair looked nice all the time, I wish I was taller, I wish I was thinner, I wish I was better looking. Not just to get guys but to be more socially accepted. I have always been so intimidated by tall pretty girly girls and like I have these weird dreams where I’m in a situation where I’m in a group of people and we have to split off into two groups and it ends up being the really pretty girls and the weird people and I try to join the pretty girls but I always end up with the weird people. I don’t know, I’ve never felt pretty or fully accepted where I want to be, you know. Fuck like I know its superficial and stupid and society’s idea of beautiful isn’t what real beauty is but for once I want to feel like I belong with people who fit society’s idea of beautiful.
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